Drama Hospital!!

hey guys,

todayi just spend 5 hours in a hospital!! dont worry it was not me who's admitted, its my fwen (syahir). in the morning, he was complaining about a pain in the stomach and keep on crouching down and cant move. straight away, idzani said 'bring him to the doctor!!'. so, while not eating anything, we went to RPAH.

registered and waited for hours and hours. this is what i picked up in the hours in the hospital. there was this guy came in with his fwens. his friends made an announcement in the emergency unit saying that their friend has an OD. (over-dose). u can see that the guy can barely move!! OMG!! looking at this, it was about 2.00pm in the afternoon. Who gets OD in the middle of the day??

an hour after that, his parents came. with a face of not worried at all. their face were mad. just imagine guys, OD + Consultation of Doctor + more tests + administration for the night + operation + etc = ALOT OF MONEY!! damn!! why so stupid one?? haiyo.. but he turns out alright.

btw, syahir had appendix after 2 blood tests. at first, i convinced myself that it was not appendix. because it was not on the right hand side of the stomach. but then it moves from the stomach to the right hand side of the stomach. the doctor gave him an option to do it on the night (where he does not have an insurance) or do it after his exam (monday). after discussion with his parents, he wanted to do it after the exams. but the timing cannot be more than perfect right?? in sydney, during exams, and a week before going to japan. damn!!

well, all the best syahir!! good luck!!

dance-dance!!

heyya,
i know im suppose to study now but come on!! give me a break!! hihi. btw, i want to talk about dancing now. just in the mood. the other day i was watching Channel V where there was the top 45 funky dance. so, this one music video just cought my attention.

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=TbKgAitbttI

that's awesome!! the other day, i think a long time ago, i went to this club where there was this guy who didn't know how to dance. to me, dancing is simple. all u have to do is follow the beat!! even a baby could dance following the beat!! sorry. but i have no intention to hurt anyone. to me, everyone can dance. its just the effort to learn it or not.

there's many types of dances, and for now, i think i have not even conquered half of it!! i wish i could do all the dances. just the basics would be wonderful! i dont have to be a professional dancer. just a dancer. how i wish i could learn dancing in Uni. more fun. and less work!! hihi.

just wishing after the exams i could test some of my skills on the dance floor. haha. not with the girls i guess. hihi.

Band4ge!!!

heyya guys,

my band just made a myspace account!! add pls!!

www.myspace.com/band4ge

cheers!

coroney..

heyya guys,

here's some new updates about my car coroney.

until today, coroney has gone 667km.. and nothing seems to be wrong.. i just got fined for the first time in my life!! 81 dollars!! this was because of i didnt pay for parking.. i was late for 15 minutes!!

when i sent coroney to the medic (mechanic), the doctor (tom) said that for the car to be in tip top condision i have to spend about AUD500 on it.. im thinking to just spend the money on it cuz i'll be using it almost everyday..

ADND is coming and coroney has been such a good gf. it has never disapoint me yet. and raya cant be better without it.

btw, im still not married (registered) with coroney as the time when i want to declare it with the court (RTA Office). i couldnt because i didnt bring enough evidence to prove my address.. so, coroney, sabar ya? huhu..

i love my baby coroney.. hihi..

(;-P)

[1] How old will you be in 3 years?

23

[2] Will you be married then?

27.. maybe..

[3] Who was the last person you hugged?

~erin..

[4] What does the last text message you received say?

~You rule mr. super car dude!!~

[5] If you could be anywhere, where would it be?

On a holiday

[6] What was the last thing you drank?

~water??

[7] What’s your favorite ice cream?

Mint Ice-cream

[8] Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?

Yeah.. the right side.

[9] Do you wear any jewelleries?

no.

[10] What are you allergic to?

nothing..

[11] Do you secretly love someone?

i think so.. but im not sure what love is yet..

[12] Do you wear the seatbelt in the car?

yes.

[13] Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?

hurm.. my sis??

[14] Do you have any piercing?

nope..

[15] Do you like to text or call more?

call.. easier and faster..

[16] Who were you last in a car with besides family?

Idzani.

[17]Where is the last person you kissed?

where at?? hihi..

[18] What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?

having a fun time with my sis in Aust!

[19] Scared to fall in love?

yes!! totally!!

First Car!

heyya guys,

here's my new car!!

i bought it for AUD 1250. with 2 new front tyres. its a 1992 toyota corolla seca with 1.6 litre engine. I'm calling it 'coroney'. i bought this using my OWN MONEY. where parents just support AUD 250 for the other expenses. thanks!!

Msg from Dad: Congratulations on your first car in your life!! but please drive carefully/don't speed. and in australia, stay off the roads on friday and saturday nights as there's too may drunk drivers. have fun!!

im my opinion: my second car has to be more expensive/better than my first car as that's my boundary now.. haiyo!!

memories

heyya peps,

slowly the memories of my ex (gg) is going away. first the key wallet she gave me went missing. then, the ring we had, just broke of. now the ring is lost and im left with just the thiggy that was stuck on the ring.

honestly, i wouldnt want it to happen. as i keep memories of all my ex's. some i dont have any momories about. is this totally natural? its not that i still havefeelings for them. its that i want to tell myself why in the first place the breakup is there. i dont take my relationships lightly (eventhough i say i do). so, break up is the last thing i would think about.

dont know why im writing this post now. but i did. so, here it is..

spring is coming!!

hye peps,

today i've seen a total transformation of weather as well as clothes.. spring is coming.. so, throw away the jackets and sweaters and grab the skirts and t-shirt!!

the sun above ur head, the girls in sun dresses, and sunnies all around not forgetting SALE!!

the only thing about the weather, is flies!! i was cooking dinner tonight and there was this big fly!! dont know where it comes from but it keeps reminding me of the last summer's experience..

btw, today was GRADUAN.. i went there as last night pn. nora (student advisor) called me and ask me to go.. it was a good experience as i was really looking for practical experience.. i wouldnt want to work with my dad for practical experience as i dont think i will gain alot.. i'll gain more if i were to go to other companies.. as for work after uni, im thinking of a few years with other companies before handling my own.. i need to show HIM that im worthit!!

i miss yaya's lepak again.. not that i want too but i got work.. but, she'll be in KL. so, there's no way that im not gonna see her again.. huhu.. miss ya yaya!!

ok.. that's all.. (yaya style)..

Anymore

heyya guys,

i was sitting around with idzani where he came up with this song with out any lyrics. so, i randomly create the lyrics while he's playing it.. in prompt to.. and it sounds great!! huhu.. so, enjoy!!

ANYMORE

one day i woke up in the sun,
wondering what you are,
one day i woke up in the stars,
thinking who you are,

i know that its not fair,
i know that its not clear for you and me,
you and me.

its been fuckin' long,
looking for someone to share this dream,
i know its not much,
i've been thinking of who i am.

i know that its not true,
its not all up to you,
you know that its not fair,
for me to hear this from you,

i dont quite like you (anymore)
i dont quite need you (anymore)
i dont quite love you (anymore)
i dont know who you are to me...

-the end-

so guys, here's the link to the song in imeem.. enjoy...

http://www.imeem.com/people/5TjYKU/music/hZjLsG6z/alacarte_anymore_ep1/

p/s: the song is not properly finished yet.. this is just the sample.. let hope after some tuning and changes, it'll be good..

merdeka, puasa then raya

hi peps,

merdeka!! its been 51 years already since our beloved country has been independent.. im proud of malaysians and to be a malaysian..

today is the first day of puasa. and its very tiring. it has been soo long since my last puasa. btw, after puasa, is raya which is spring break. so, what am i gonna do this spring? huhu.

in the other hand, since MGM, something happen. let's hope its not like last year. (bad experience). and when i say its not over yet. it means that, i still have ADND to think of. which will cover most of my time too!! im getting really busy really soon!!

plus, i have 3 quizzes and 2 reports due on week 8.. one after another.. i am sooo DEAD!!

busy week

hey guys,

just want to tell everyone that it has been a very buzy week for me.. i dont even have time for myself..

so, today, i decided to take a break and spend time for myself.. huhu.. could u try to imagine, class starts from morning till evening.. after that head to the library. then cook dinner.. then work.. after work get back home and settle stuff for the next day.. i have 2 assignments waiting for next week.. im going to do it tonight!!

last weekend i had a very tiring weekend.. i didnt acctually get enough sleep.. then on the monday, i woke up late and missed a few classes.. but then catched up with my good friend (alan).. lucky for me its all lectures..

i know MGM is a big event.. training from 10-5pm.. how i wish i could do my assignments during the practice.. huhu.. yeah right!! dancing while calculating the load of each column in a building weight?? haha.. that's funny...

alright guys.. i gtg.. laundry is waiting and need to go for practice which i am already late.. huhu..
~tata~

words are not just words

'abang!! stop diging holes!! start early!! do this and ur life will go smoothly.. trust me it will..' words spoken by a true father and supporter..

i love u papa and mama.. wont let u guys down!!

someone to somebody

everyone has ambitions.. some say they want to be pilots.. some say they wanna get rich.. but me, i say i wanna be someone to somebody... 

its really important to me to be someone to somebody.. exp: a father to a loving  child, a husband to a wonderful wife, a friend to friend in need, making a change to the world to a better place.. i dont get it how others can be someone's someone in just a second.. its tough for me cuz what i do is always not enough..

i know to my parents and family im someone.. i use to think that im nobody in the family ie the (black sheep).. but now i realised that i am somebody to my family... im a brother to 3 loving sisters.. im a son to 2 happy parents... 

some people just dont appreciate what u have done to them.. as what they use to say "people will remember what u did bad and not what u do good to them"... i've seen this a few times and what i do bad will always be remembered.. one of the reasons y i am friends with hafiz is cuz im somebody to him as well as he is somebody to me.. (i really hope this is true.. hahaha.. i know ur not reading this.. if u do, that's what i think..)..

in order to be someone to somebody, do i need to make that someone to me?? do i need to sacrifice that much?? what do i have to do?? am i not doing good enough?? one of the person i praised to this topic is muhammad bin hamid (specific giler kn?) he's totally someone to somebody.. and most of them misses them and do need him at times.. i feel very greatful if i were to be someone like him.. what did he do? did lots of sacrifice?.. 

this is just how i feel in my situation now.. and idzani, i do have problems kay?? ur not the only one.. hahaha...

good luck!!

good luck to everyone who's facing their finals..

wrong move Eiman!!

even if its joking!! that's stupid of u Eiman!!

try to be a bit serious Eiman!! making jokes about other people love is not funny!!

p/s: sorry.

sydney turning to melbourne??

hey readers,

any of u have been to melbourne? have u seen how many malaysians are in melbourne? there are a lot of them. the problem is, the more malaysians in melbourne, the more groups will there be. and most of the times, other groups will not know each other. this is ok. as for certain situation where the groups would hate each other. that's what im worried about.

we are immigrants from our beloved country Malaysia. and we're in another country to study and work. we should be helping others out and not to hate them. we all come from the same background, so hating each other would be not appropiate. its ok if u dont know each other but hating is not suppose to be there.

this must be me blabaring bout melbourne and all. but dont any of u see that sydney is turning to something similar to melbourne now? there are alot of malaysians here. and hating each other cannot be avoided. im not talking to dont make u guys hate each other. im just talking to let u guys know that sydney have reached that level and im really worried about it.

as a word of advise, smile!! that would be best. even if its not true, just SMILE!!

tata~~

rebound, fling or true?

normally after a break-up, people would always find someone else to ease the pain. normally fwens are really good. but u cant just run away from having the other sex to fill it in for u.

they readers,

this is just a specualtion based on experience and alot of observation. people who have just broke-up will normally find some1 from the other sex to ease the pain. the question here, is that person just a rebound, fling or true??

this question has always been in people's mind and normally we just could care of it. as long as there's a person to ease the pain it is good enough.

to me, its not fair for a person to consider he/she as just a rebound without he/she knowing it. at least give an idea that u really need some1 and tell them honestly that this could just be a rebound.

if it turns out to be better, then it would be true. but love grows. so, to the rebounds out there, stay there!! if he/she were to open up their heart to accept u as true, in the end they will. that's if u really like him/her. hahaha. if u don't, dont bother wait!! it will just be a fling!!

if u find urself in that situation aite now, dont make drastic decision. think first and make the move.

taa!!

breaking 1 heart.. am i doing the right thing?

dear readers,
sorry but i cant find a place where i can put this into words.. im stuck!! for now, all i know is i've broken 1 heart. and trying to patch up another.. im seriously stuck!!
this is what u get eiman for not thinking b4 acting!!

i seriously dont know what to say. at first it was ok.. then i LIED. and LIED and LIED till i dont know what what is true now.. i dont know where to start.. but that's not important.. to me what's important is the heart which is closest to me. a heart which i can b sure of its true.. and its solid.. a heart of another person can never replace.. a heart of a mother..

sorry for being soo emo aitte now. but i really need a place to write it out.

i tried my best to be loyal.(which i am) but it was with the wrong person. i wouldnt want anyone to get hurt. so i lied. i tried my best to take care of everyone's feeling and not thinking of mine. does my feeling even important? i dont think it is. i think every1 is soo selfish on getting what they want n how they want it to be. dont they even care of what i want? or maybe its me who am not sure of what i want.

well think about it guys. have any of u been selfish on getting what u want from others? well, try being in their shoes. till then.

Weekend!

hey readers..
since i have nothing much to do. (while waiting for stuff from friend). i'll just write what happen last weekend.
basically, it was a saturday n MASA is having their BBQ at marubra beach. i didnt had any1 to go with so i called up zulaikha. she agreed and taking the 1 hour bus from macquary to the city. huhu. btw, at the bbq we ate a lot!! n played a few games. the tandori chicken was great! but we didnt hit the sea as it was freezing cold!
after that, met up with christine n buncis in the city. the she ajak us to go clubbing. at first we were supposr to go with her housemates. but they back out n we went just the 3 of us. zue n chris went shopping at the city for the night. me n buncis, had to wait n layan them. hahaha.
room.n then the sun sets n night is alive! so buncis went back to SUV for futsal while i went to christine's place. i had a nap there. while the gurls do their stuff. then went back at my place. n i had to siap2. the moment they step in, they were going nuts!! keep blabering bout my stuff everywhere, not organized, n not clean at all! even my bed! so, they litarally cleaned up my i help out a bit with the carrying of stuff. huhu. my room was from a bunch of stuff to a 'room'. im impressed!! haha. thanks u two!!




so then, i siap2 n then clubbing. nothing much. just clubbing.

after that every1 blk to their own places. zue slept over at christine's. n the next day, we sent zulaikha back to the bus stop in the city. huhu. guess wat? she left her hp at christine's place! haha. pity zue.

till then. cheers!

Hectic First Week

hey guys, first wek of uni is just soo hectic!! i've been very bz.. not to mention : finding a house & settle down o-week, registration members list ADND meeting textbooks timetable clash work n plenty more so basically, i didnt have the time to update my blog that much. just to mention that im soo tired. cheers!!

back to sydney!!

heyya guys.. to whoever who's reading.. i'm writing my blog back.. since i out on summer holidays.. so.. this is me back in sydney!! hihi..

i love back home!! its wonderful.. i learned a lot!! thanks erin n fwens!! love u guys.. i would c this summer holiday as a very educational 1.. with the charity dinner.. n papa organizing trips.. n many more!! actually its stress up when ur doing it.. it just feels like u have the world on ur shoulders.. but when everythings done.. n u think back at what u did.. its a WOW!! what an experience!! huhu.. not to mention the fights n problems i face.. those are all part of life.. every1 goes through it. so, dont worry bout it much!!

anyway, back to sydney!! just got back from the flight this morning.. arrived n many things to do.. i just got bout 3 hours of sleep in the plane.. n back to sydney there r lots to do!! student ID, Acess card, take my stuff from friends place, find myself a house, n not to mention class starts next week!! wow!! really bz!!

i just wanna tell every1 im back in sydney!! n for those who's reading.. keep reading this blog k.. i might write something interesting.. i might.. hihi.. might..

cheers!!