Friday, May 2, 2008

breaking 1 heart.. am i doing the right thing?

dear readers,
sorry but i cant find a place where i can put this into words.. im stuck!! for now, all i know is i've broken 1 heart. and trying to patch up another.. im seriously stuck!!
this is what u get eiman for not thinking b4 acting!!

i seriously dont know what to say. at first it was ok.. then i LIED. and LIED and LIED till i dont know what what is true now.. i dont know where to start.. but that's not important.. to me what's important is the heart which is closest to me. a heart which i can b sure of its true.. and its solid.. a heart of another person can never replace.. a heart of a mother..

sorry for being soo emo aitte now. but i really need a place to write it out.

i tried my best to be loyal.(which i am) but it was with the wrong person. i wouldnt want anyone to get hurt. so i lied. i tried my best to take care of everyone's feeling and not thinking of mine. does my feeling even important? i dont think it is. i think every1 is soo selfish on getting what they want n how they want it to be. dont they even care of what i want? or maybe its me who am not sure of what i want.

well think about it guys. have any of u been selfish on getting what u want from others? well, try being in their shoes. till then.

2 comments:

Erina Z Ellias said...

U wanna talk? Let's talk!

That's what ur sister is here for laaa hehehe.

No one stops learning about life.

Christine said...

i m always here, though sometimes i act a lil our of hand. cheer up eiman. ;)