everyone has ambitions.. some say they want to be pilots.. some say they wanna get rich.. but me, i say i wanna be someone to somebody...
its really important to me to be someone to somebody.. exp: a father to a loving child, a husband to a wonderful wife, a friend to friend in need, making a change to the world to a better place.. i dont get it how others can be someone's someone in just a second.. its tough for me cuz what i do is always not enough..
i know to my parents and family im someone.. i use to think that im nobody in the family ie the (black sheep).. but now i realised that i am somebody to my family... im a brother to 3 loving sisters.. im a son to 2 happy parents...
some people just dont appreciate what u have done to them.. as what they use to say "people will remember what u did bad and not what u do good to them"... i've seen this a few times and what i do bad will always be remembered.. one of the reasons y i am friends with hafiz is cuz im somebody to him as well as he is somebody to me.. (i really hope this is true.. hahaha.. i know ur not reading this.. if u do, that's what i think..)..
in order to be someone to somebody, do i need to make that someone to me?? do i need to sacrifice that much?? what do i have to do?? am i not doing good enough?? one of the person i praised to this topic is muhammad bin hamid (specific giler kn?) he's totally someone to somebody.. and most of them misses them and do need him at times.. i feel very greatful if i were to be someone like him.. what did he do? did lots of sacrifice?..
this is just how i feel in my situation now.. and idzani, i do have problems kay?? ur not the only one.. hahaha...